holy big buttoley

I was all set to go to Kansas to visit my folks with all intention to stick to my good eating habits I had developed over the past couple weeks- I even stepped on the scale before I left and saw a magical number there.....122.4!!!! YES~! Finally some change. So- I packed a few road snacks like nuts and my special K snack bars and did pretty good. I even picked salad for lunch when I met up with Bobbi. We ate tacos and chips that night but I managed to avoid pigging out. I felt pretty good. Then- I went to mom and Ray's and the first thing we did was go to dinner. I ate two...2 stupid rolls because they were awesome. Also- I scarfed on the pig rib and corn. I did have a salad first so- that was ok but the big topper was some serious chocolate cake! I am proud of myself for not eating it all- I left about 1/3 of it uneaten. I REALLY wanted to eat it all too. But why couldn't I say no all together? So- that set the stage for my continual munch mania that began as soon as we reached the house- trail mix, cookies, candy, etc etc. It was insane. I couldn't stop myself. I hate that- where was my self control??? Last night I was back home and I made breakfast for dinner- I did okay but could have had less potatoes. Today, I was able to stave the munchies with a cup of Mocha International Coffee. Whew! Well- wish me luck for another day back on track.