I woke up in a great mood today without a headache or ooey belly so it is a great day. I read a post of a fellow blogger yesterday and it hit my whole attitude on the nose. Yesterday was a rediculous day because I was totally caught up in my own pitty party. No balloons or anything- just me and my alter ego- Bette the bad girl. ( I got the alter ego idea from another persons very humorous blogging- she calls her's Garbage girl which is perfect. ) Anyway- Bette was telling me what a loser I was since I couldn't ride in a car or do a bunch of things around the house- she kept saying that my husband was looking at me thinking "There she is again- watching tv sitting on her butt being a lazy wife!" She made me feel guilty and told me that I was letting people down since I couldn't help with the tutoring at the grade school or help in the library at the middle school or drive my kids to school or go back to work....yadda yadda yadda- just all junk.
I hate Bette- she's mean. But fortunatley today Bette is tucked away deep in my head hopefully to never return. I was feeling so good today that I even perfomed a very easy workout. I walked a bit on the tredmill and lifted a few weights and did situps on the ball. All without breaking a sweat but feeling like I at least had my big toe in the workout door. And I have been praying like crazy to get well- lots of you have been praying for me and I am so greatful. Maybe, just maybe God thinks I have rested enough and am ready to work again. Let's hope. Blessings to all and many happy thoughts-
